December 10th, 2006 by Luke
I just finished reading the heisman coverage on Troy Smith (if you haven’t been following…he’s one of the best college football quarterbacks ever, and he plays for my OSU Buckeyes) on ESPN.com. Actually, I couldn’t finish. I was starting to tear up. That’s how much I love it when my team makes good, and at the center of it is a feel good story as well.
I’m a sap…probably…or at least a fanatic…
Jesus…what a night.
December 10th, 2006 by Luke
I went out for a friends birthday tonight.
First, allow me to express my feelings on going out. I can’t. Is that a feeling?
I have no money. Ok, I have money, but I have very little of it. There is always someone going out, though, and this causes problems. In lieu of this I have decided to cut my “partying” to a minimal level and try and only go out when I have a really good reason. Birthdays are a very good reason. Unfortunately, it seems as though people really like to have sex in the winter because everybody has a goddamned birthday right now.
Alright, so their birthdays are not necessarily damned by God, but there’s just so many of them that I feel I need an expletive. I want people to celebrate. I want to celebrate with them. I would want the same in return. you know?
I’m done with the “first” section. I don’t even have a point…other than to vocalize my frustration with not being able to go out, but wanting to. I made almost 40,000 dollars last year and have very little to show for it (except for stories that should be embarrassing but instead are brilliantly hilarious…I mean, come on, have you ever tried to pressure your house cat into a make out session? maybe that’s not funny…). I am trying to finally do something with my life…finally (yes, the extra “finally” was necessary).
Second: I’m a eunich
No seriously, though. Is it possible for a man to be so turned off to the idea of a relationship that he meets an attractive girl in a bar that seems interesting, and is certainly attractive, and he still has no drive to get to really know her? Well yes. I believe I proved all of the cynics out there wrong tonight. A man can do this…I did. She talked to me first…and still…not much.
It’s not fair to say that I have been burned by girls in the past. Not fair becuase it’s not true…I’ve done most of the burning because I’m a jackass and don’t have any idea what I want but have still pursued whatever’s there in the past. The difference between me now and me then is that I have realized this and have turned myself off to the idea of even wanting that because I’m tired of it exploding in my face.
Man. I’m rambling. it’s…after 4:30…in the morning…
I guess this is what blogs are for…self-indulgance…
